She knew it was still an ending and it was a loss to be mourned.
She expected it to be easier as she had moved past blame and had accepted it was WE who failed to care and take care of our love.
But it was still an ending and it was a loss to be mourned.
She had been hard on herself……expecting more springing forward in joy, renewal and ambition for it was her who had left.
But she realized it was WE who had left each other long ago….it was only that SHE named it.
She decided to surround herself with people who would accept her on her strong days, on her escape days but also on her weepy, whiny and hard days.
She wanted to tell you ~ you are good, you are loving and you will be stronger for this. That’s what she said anyways……..and sometimes she was a pretty wise bird.
Divorce, death and endings are hard no matter the circumstance.