Self Love First

This is the kind of love you should be…. not everyday for nobody is perfect but striving…. always striving to be this lover and take this kind of lover for your own. Love should always liberate❤️

~ Always With Love

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Active and Engaged

I am active, engaged and loving it. Engaged with life, my self and my progress. It is pretty cool to be in this space. I have even shrugged my shoulders at overatures of men. I even walked away from a man who seemed very intriguing. Its not like me… I have always let men be a focus but its not out of bitterness. I am finding my way. Almost too much to tell but I will share when I can.


~Always With Love

Maybe

Maybe letting go being love meant just that at its core. Just be it. Let go and love. Maybe it was a journey to here where I did not need to write about it anymore. 

It was a while back that I wrote “in action”. That is where I have been. Big action, physical work action, adjusting work and career AND it is kind of cool. Kind of pushing me forward into a new space. Maybe a space of taking care of me.

And oddly… or not… the one that went away… he is back and we both are new. Its only talking but I feel different than I did however long ago that was. ..maybe 3 months. I feel more capable of love but also more capable of letting it do what its got to do.

Writing so tired… I must sleep… but in my busy action I do miss you all.

~Always With Love

Leaving

I was never able to actually leave the way this is written but I have carried this thinking in moments and I do suppose this attitude serves a purpose in certain context.

Leaving is never easy but sometimes its the very best thing you can do. This is for Paul…..it is written about a woman leaving a man but could easily go the other way.


Do what you gotta do.

~ Always With Love

Metamorphisis = Liquid

Did you know that in metamorphisis  the caterpillar does not just sproing wings out of its back while in the cocoon And in some cases it becomes liquid? 

The idea of becoming a liquid or goo and essentially disolving made me feel really powerful about the state I have been in over the past two and three months. Perhaps you can feel powerful in your liquid state too.

Remember that when you are falling apart and it feels bigger than any other time you’ve fallen apart that it is possible you are dissolving the old you so that you can become the most beautiful and free you. Maybe at long last you are dissolving the masks, the walls and feeling vulnerable. Maybe this time in your nakedness you will decide once and for all to be yourself and stand proud. Perhaps you are becoming the one that you were before you “forgot you were alive.” I hope so – it is so for me… I know it in my bones. 

Remember who you were and shine.

~Always With Love