Uncovering & Being The Prize

It is time. I can no longer hide my powerful strength and beauty. I do not exactly know what this looks like but my journey now is ME and loving me.

I have loved men and boys my whole life while rarely loving myself and its time to realize that I am the prize.

Life Get Ready For This. It is time to simply know that I was always enough.  I love enough and always have. Now its time to figure out this recieving busines.

Anybody got some pointers?


~ Always With Love

Metamorphisis = Liquid

Did you know that in metamorphisis  the caterpillar does not just sproing wings out of its back while in the cocoon And in some cases it becomes liquid? 

The idea of becoming a liquid or goo and essentially disolving made me feel really powerful about the state I have been in over the past two and three months. Perhaps you can feel powerful in your liquid state too.

Remember that when you are falling apart and it feels bigger than any other time you’ve fallen apart that it is possible you are dissolving the old you so that you can become the most beautiful and free you. Maybe at long last you are dissolving the masks, the walls and feeling vulnerable. Maybe this time in your nakedness you will decide once and for all to be yourself and stand proud. Perhaps you are becoming the one that you were before you “forgot you were alive.” I hope so – it is so for me… I know it in my bones. 

Remember who you were and shine.

~Always With Love

In Action

In action is where I need to be.  It is strange for me because I have been in thinking for a very long time.  But just so you know…this is where I am.  I am building new muscles….it has not been easy the past very short little while but before that…things were really moving in a beautiful direction.  We will See….Time will Tell.

~ Always With Love

Over & Done With

This is how I am feeling.  The process of letting go after almost two decades of marriage is a long and windy road.  At some point and time you just have to let it be over and done with.

 

 

I wish there was a pill for letting go….don’t you?  Or would you choose the growth required to get you to this point?  hmmmmmm I think I would choose the growth actually.

~ Always With Love

Writing From Heart

She just put the pencil on the page and let her heart speak its words.  It was the only way she ever knew how to truly speak in truth… the BIG TRUTH ~ the hard, heart stuff, the stuff that nobody says but everybody wants to hear.

Yearning right?  Everybody yearning to feel connected and know they are not alone in the madness of this world.  Everybody walking around with their masks on wondering what is real underneath it all.  So much beautiful pretending.  Layers of beautiful pretending to where people are even pretending not to pretend.

And so I encourage you too.  Put the pencil to the page or brazen your lips.  Speak your truth to the world.  Breathe your life into all the others.  The world is a better place with your words in it.

~Always With Love